I've been getting better at holding my emotions for Giants games, because I've been heartbroken so many times. But I've never experienced anything like this, and I had a tough time holding it in.
But you are 100% right with your previous statement. I just have to think about things like that and realize how silly it is to cry for something like this, even though I know this isn't the last time I'm gonna be heartbroken by either of my favorite teams, but this is the risk I take as a die hard fan.
And when the time comes, it'll be well worth the waiting and suffering